So many things had happened.

It hurt so bad to talk to you.
It hurt so bad for you treating me so coldly.

I never see it coming.

All I can say now is goodbye.



Remember this?

I just need somewhere to vent out my feelings. So please... If you don't want or don't care. You do not have to read on.


Yesterday was our 10 month. It was also our last day together. You get what I mean. So now, here I go emo...
Yesterday, you rush over to tpy in order to send me to school. Oh well, your bus took long and broke down even. So, I guess thats fate. You came over my place. You saw things that made you upset and it broke your heart.
Then and there, you decided that our relationship is over. You continue your act of love towards me and fetch me from school. We cried like a newborn baby. Grasping and coughing, vein became visible on your forehead. Holding your arms tight, reluctant to let go. I did in the end...

There is so much going through that empty mind of mine. It happen so fast I can't seem to be able to catch my breathe. When you called me by my name, I knew, you are no longer mine.



Wearing that necklace with the ring hooked on is an mistake. A grief decision. *rashes appear on my chest.*
do you believe in fate? I do.
Till the day come. You will still be in my heart.
YOUR **** TOUCHING MY ****!
And 我好像****!

Well, thats the past. Hope there is a future.
I'll remember.

• The mogu mogu!
• The crazy times I spent together with you.
• The clubbing.
• The love.

I hope you do too.

Okay, people. I no need any "Are you okay?" and the "Cheer up."
'Cause I cried enough.
Now, I'll try concentrating on studies.
*Fuck, tears dropping again!*

Hello! Posting about life AGAIN. I am not even bothering about my life anymore. Just cause its boring. Well, I am putting all my energy and focus in studies now. Some reviews I must say!
DON'T EVER EAT AT LAOBASHA! WASTE OF MONEY AND TIME!
Trust me on this!


This is la-la! Singapore famous local dish! The lala is not even crack open!
And the sauce taste not local.. Just different!



This is suppose to be fried yo-tiao with sotong inside.
LIKE FUCK!
There is no sotong inside!
& for this two dish plus two rice is like s$18 dollars!



My favorite BBQ chicken Wing. Fuck! ITS RAW! there is still blood on the chicken's bone!
And it is not brown, its orange!
& the worst thing is that it cost S$1.30.
I can get better chicken for one S$1!




I really don't understand why is that place Singapore food festival location. i don't understand why the Government would close the road so that people can eat shitty food. Why is it not at chomp chomp god damn it!
Chomp chomp food is heaven! :DD
Well, of course. The market is the first in Singapore and has 150 years of tradition.
Wait, then should we have a IJ festival? IJ IS OLDER THAN THAT STUPID MARKET!

When over to YEYE house on sat morning. Then evening go his Gong-gong's house. Had dinner.
This is rocky.

Having HIS daily massage on the tummy. :DD
GUESS WHAT!
HE HUMP JUSTIN! Like non-stop!
Okay, Saturday night. SUCKS! I don't even know why I end up at that sickening MOS again. Well, some pictures.
I didn't have fun.
Too sick.

I have been SO lazy to blog these few days. I open up the post an entry page and I will leave it there and do other stuff.  Maybe I am just too lazy to talk about my life.

NOW JASPAS IS xiiaoniaoniao! :DDD

So much to talk about.
Yet so Lazy.

OMG! I love MOVIES MAN! :DDDD
Damn, Why I go home so late... Now no time to do math! Die lah Die lah... >.<
Anyways, I still enjoyed the movie! My gosh. Angela's Ashes and THE PAINIST! :D Omg! I love love LOVEEE The painist. Well, there is no such thing call "Painist", sound like a person who like pain. Well, its a person who plays the piano. :D Oh my Oh my! The Lead Character is SO HOTTT~! :D Whoo-hoo!
The effects for the show is so nice. :D


Okay, I came to school pretty early today. Lessons are as usual boring, to the limits pleasee. I don't see a need to go to classes now. They don't even take the attendants.

My baby boy is in camp now... Guess I have to live through these days with His picture..

Well well, What do we have here?
O levels Chinese is FINALLY over! And its a count down to my birthday. So what if it is still far away from now. 14 days and 10 hours more till my birthday! You guys better prepare okay! :D Kidding. BUT! Is it too much to ask for a unforgettable birthday? ):

Okay, I think I will fail chinese. I had this very strong feeling even before I do the paper! ): I was like chanting in fear, " I am gonna fail chinese. I am gonna fail Chinese!" Veronica turn back and shook her head with a smile. Damn, her Dimple are so deep, Jealously.

Sigh, I am HUNGRY~ God damn, Why is my boyfriend in camp all the time. Curse the Niggers!

Okay, should be thats all for now.
Damn, I don't think I can make to TC5's Concert anymore.
Don't ask.



You say Ask and I will tell you but why you still don't know. I just don't like to ask. I don't like to SAY out my feelings. Why can't you just stop asking me question like you are interrogating me? Damn, I know I should not be complaining or whining here. Sigh. I am just clueless in what should I do to make you happy. I have hurt someone badly, what else do you want me to do. You just don't seems to understand.

To the other him,
I am Extremely sorry.

HELLO HELLO! MY NAME IS MAPLE TEO AND I WILL BE REPORTING 25 MAY 2008'S NEWS TO YOU. FROM 3.00 ONWARDS, TOA PAYOH HAS BEEN CASTED UNDER CLOUDS AND AFTER STRONG WINDS, AT 3.22PM FIRST THUNDER STRIKE! YEAHHHH~! RAIN RAIN RAIN! FALL DOWN ON MY FACE. YES YES YES! *A STRIPER RUN INTO THE STUDIO AND START STRIPPING.* :D


BOKU WA KUMA! KUMA KUMAAA~!


Okay, spend my nights with Bao bao. (:
Stayed at his place. :D
Slept in his arm in the best. :D

Went home, change. Met up with the boys at town. Slack at macs. Then accompany Jaspas, Bowen, Cheryl and shell something on, cheryl's friend down to clark Quay. They going down to MOS. DAMN! Why am I still so young. I really wonder. Should I be happy that I am young or should I be Sad cause I can't do anything. Damn damn damn. We;;, met Ah-sam. *thats what mummy calls him.* then he drove down to dhoby ghuat. Ate soya bean curb! Yum yum. (:
Then we think think think where to go, watch movie. No timing. So we headed down to Holland to drink. Oh my lah. First time I drank so much BEER! EEEK~! Well, after drinking.we headed off to east coast.:D
Puke. Amen.

Dance Dance Dance. :D

SNOOPY'S SNACK ANY ONE?

Today start out bad, damn, I couldn't sleep last night. Insomnia. Fuck. I was rolling here and there. Thoughts came in. Mini-fetish came to my mind, oh my. :D
Schooled. school is boring. Well, earth is gonna die soon. What for study so hard. Imagine the day you get your O levels result or your diploma result is the day you die. And then we shall see if there is such thing call GOD. Well, had oral exam today. SUCK TO THE CORE OF GOD'S BIG BA-DANG DANG!
Well, life is boring. So boring. Can't anything S-exciting happen in my life. I am gonna bored to death. >.<



OH! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH! (:


Memories at MUSTAFA. :D

Now and forever you are still the one.
& always you will be the one.


Today is such a tiring day. Life is never pleasant for me. Never, especially when the classroom is so warm. Chinese has sure been intensive and I a dying thanks to those intensive. I really feel like taking a break but now is not the time for breaks because chinese is like in 6 days time. I am really tired. Both physically and mentally. Well, life has to go on. & I realized how foolish am I to think of death as a solution. Well, I realized there is so many things I can look forward to now. I want to get my own camera. I want to take pictures of memories that will make me smile. I want to smile like the happiest girl in the world. I want to get my own car and drive as fast as I can. I want to make new friends and get high though iie iishx lurbb miie girlfrienx veri munchx now. I want to go to Venice. I want to go alaska to see the northlight and polar bear and penguins and sea lions and hopefully see whales. Well, I think the best thing would be standing at the peak of the hill and just feel the wind blowing to my face. That really motivates me. Just imagine the fresh air in your face. Leave this place for just a while. :D

Well, I shall let the pictures do the talking now. Because I need to do my chinese. I need to score in that badly for that!





MY BABY!
















The perfect couple.